Jewel Song. BoA.
im feeling very guilty now.
i cannot msg. cannot call.
im feeling very helpless.
and really very sorry.
hais. dunno wad to do. sian.
and im stuck in this stupid hse.
pples gg iceskating n shopping tmr.
and wad am i doing?
watching tv and playing com at HOME.
sucks la.
just dun get why cant i go out lo.
dun wan to think about her.
hais. she has her reasons la. but i dunno wad.
she shud just tell me lo. dun like ms lie liddat.
angry also dunno for wad de.
hais.
just felt like complaining suddenly.
i was blogging at e6 de blog minutes ago.
den realise that they are going iceskating tmr.
VERY jealous la.
but still hope they will enjoy themselves. they sure will.
chenying weiting rach also. shopping leh.
wth lo. cannot go.
i hate feeling so empty -
wadeva.
&still trying to find a happy ending